A taste of Kristianity
I’m a theistic existentialist. Yet a nihilist in the presence of a God. But completely not.
This is Kristianity.
It is in the belief of choice – the choice to choose nirvana or lustful pleasures. It is to know the nature of pain yet to accept it as a passing thought. It is to be a Jainist and absorb one’s karmic pasts but is to embrace the Taoist affirmative negation on reality. It is to be as a barn on a summer day but to capture each thought on a net like a fisherman’s.
Little doubt, little enlightenment
No doubt, no enlightenment
Many doubt, many enlightenment.
To be a Kristian, you have to accept that you are a Solipsist. You create your own reality. You choose to see what you want to see. But everything has its roots from the past, but your current position is always a new phenomenon, whose connection with the latter is but a set of circumstances that occurred.
And it is to accept and embrace the teachings of the world.
You always create your own reality. Always. You choose to see what you want to see.
